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A Year Held in His Hands| A New Year Sermon

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A Year Held in His Hands| A New Year Sermon Photo by Annie Spratt on Unsplash Every time a new year comes close, something in me start feeling that weird mix of excitement and heaviness. Maybe you know the feeling too—like you’re standing at this invisible doorway. One foot in the old year (the stuff you want to forget but somehow still sticks to you like stubborn glue), and the other foot stepping into something you still can’t see clearly. And sometimes you’re hopeful, sometimes you’re scared, sometimes you’re… well, both at the same time. I was thinking about all that while reading some Scriptures again, and honestly, it hit me harder this year. Maybe because life been kinda loud lately, or maybe because I’m tired of pretending everything always makes sense. But the Bible does this thing, right? It sneaks into the parts of your heart you thought you cleaned up, and suddenly you realize God is trying to talk to you again. Even if it feels like you weren’t exactly listening. S...

Acts Chapter 24 – “When the Truth Waits Its Turn”

Acts Chapter 24 – “When the Truth Waits Its Turn”

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So, Paul’s in Caesarea now. Far from Jerusalem, but still not free. The ocean breeze must’ve felt different here — a little salt in the air, the sound of gulls over the walls, soldiers clanking down the corridors of Herod’s palace. He’s not in a dungeon this time; he’s in custody, yes, but under guard, more like a prisoner with status. Still… it’s prison. You can’t stretch your legs much when someone’s always watching.

Verse 1 opens kind of formally: “Five days later the high priest Ananias went down to Caesarea with some of the elders and a lawyer named Tertullus, and they brought their charges against Paul before the governor.”

You can almost picture them — the high priest in his religious robes, a professional lawyer by his side. They’ve come prepared, polished, and determined. Tertullus starts his speech with all the flattery you’d expect:
“We enjoy great peace because of you, and reforms are being made for this nation because of your foresight, most excellent Felix…” (v.2-3)

It’s that kind of fake politeness people use when they’re about to stab you verbally. You can feel the butter dripping off his words. He’s greasing Felix’s ego, making the whole thing sound official and civilized.

Then he goes straight for Paul: “We have found this man to be a troublemaker, stirring up riots among the Jews all over the world. He’s a ringleader of the sect of the Nazarenes, and even tried to desecrate the temple; so we seized him.” (v.5-6)

That’s a heavy list — troublemaker, ringleader, temple defiler. The way he talks makes Paul sound like some revolutionary terrorist. But that’s how the world often paints those who speak truth, isn’t it? Dangerous. Unstable. A threat to peace.

Felix nods politely, motioning for Paul to respond. It’s his turn. And Paul — calm as ever — doesn’t rush. He doesn’t flatter, doesn’t panic. Just honest and measured. “I know that for a number of years you have been a judge over this nation; so I gladly make my defense.” (v.10)

No fancy praise. Just respect. Straight talk.

Then he lays it out: “You can easily verify that no more than twelve days ago I went up to Jerusalem to worship. My accusers did not find me arguing with anyone at the temple, or stirring up a crowd in the synagogues, or anywhere in the city.” (v.11-12)

It’s simple, factual. He’s saying, “Look, I didn’t start anything. I wasn’t shouting in the streets. I came to worship.”

Then, verse 14 — this one always feels personal — he admits something that probably made the room tense:
“However, I admit that I worship the God of our ancestors as a follower of the Way, which they call a sect.”

He’s not hiding it. He’s not saying, “I’m innocent because I don’t believe in Jesus.” No, he says, “I’m innocent because I do.” He ties himself back to their own faith — “the God of our ancestors.” Same roots, same Law, same hope — but now fulfilled in Jesus.

He goes on: “I believe everything that is in accordance with the Law and that is written in the Prophets, and I have the same hope in God that these men themselves have — that there will be a resurrection of both the righteous and the wicked.” (v.14-15)

You can almost hear the calm conviction in his voice. He’s not picking fights anymore. He’s standing on shared ground. Resurrection. Hope. Justice.

Then he adds a line that’s both humble and strong:
“So I strive always to keep my conscience clear before God and man.” (v.16)

That one hits deep. Because Paul’s been through beatings, shipwrecks, prison cells — yet what he really guards is his conscience. Not his reputation. Not his comfort. His conscience.

He keeps going, telling Felix about how he brought gifts for the poor in Jerusalem — a peaceful act, not a political one. But even while he was there doing good, some Jews from Asia stirred things up and accused him. And here’s the kicker — he points out they aren’t even present in court. He’s basically saying, “The ones who actually accused me didn’t even bother to come here. Ask these guys — they’ve got no proof.”

Then, verse 21, he says: “It is concerning the resurrection of the dead that I am on trial before you today.”

There it is again. The resurrection. That’s the heartbeat of Paul’s faith. Everything else — the riots, the rumors — are noise compared to that truth.


Felix listens. He knows the Jewish way — his wife, Drusilla, is Jewish too. The text says he’s “well acquainted with the Way.” That means he’s heard the gospel before. Maybe too familiar with it to be changed easily.

So what does he do? Verse 22 says he adjourns the hearing. “When Lysias the commander comes down, I will decide your case.” That’s politician talk for “Let’s delay this and keep both sides happy.”

But he does something unexpected — he orders that Paul be kept under guard but with some freedom, allowing his friends to take care of his needs. That’s mercy, small but real.

Then a few days later — verse 24 — Felix and Drusilla send for Paul. They want to hear him talk more about faith in Christ Jesus.

Imagine that. The governor and his wife, sitting in a fancy chamber, candles flickering, and a chained man standing in front of them speaking softly about righteousness, self-control, and the judgment to come. (v.25)

Paul doesn’t sugarcoat it. He doesn’t give them an easy message. He talks about righteousness — in a room full of power and compromise. About self-control — to a man famous for greed and corruption. About judgment — to people who thought they’d never face one.

And you know what? It hits. Felix gets afraid. The Scripture says, “Felix was afraid and said, ‘That’s enough for now! You may leave. When I find it convenient, I will send for you.’”

Those words… “When I find it convenient.” That’s one of the saddest lines in the Bible to me. So many people live like that — I’ll follow Jesus when it’s convenient. But convenience never really comes, does it? The longer you delay truth, the harder your heart gets.

Felix keeps calling Paul back from time to time, but not because he wants truth. The text says he was hoping Paul would offer him a bribe. It’s almost tragic — the man who trembled at conviction now waiting for cash.

Two whole years pass like that. Two years! That’s easy to skip over, but think about it — Paul, in that palace, day after day, maybe writing letters, maybe praying, maybe talking with the guards who rotated shifts. Waiting. Waiting for God’s next move.

And finally, verse 27 closes the chapter with quiet disappointment: “When two years had passed, Felix was succeeded by Porcius Festus, but because Felix wanted to grant a favor to the Jews, he left Paul in prison.”

Left him there. Just like that. Not guilty. Not freed. Just left.

It’s a cruel kind of waiting — the kind where justice gets stuck between politics and fear. But even then, Paul doesn’t break. He stays faithful, still carrying the same message, still trusting that Rome is coming — just not yet.


Reflection – “Faith in the Waiting Room”

Acts 24 doesn’t have any miracles. No jailbreaks. No angels. No dramatic endings. It’s just waiting — long, quiet, faithful waiting.

And maybe that’s why it matters so much. Most of life isn’t lived in fire-from-heaven moments. It’s lived in rooms like this — holding onto faith when nothing moves.

Paul doesn’t lose hope. He keeps speaking the truth even when the audience is corrupt. He doesn’t beg Felix or compromise to get out. He trusts God’s timing.

Sometimes, faith isn’t loud; it’s steady. It’s waking up every morning in the same place you were yesterday and still believing that God knows what He’s doing.

That little phrase “Felix was afraid” also stays with me. Truth has a way of finding its mark, even in the hardest hearts. It doesn’t always change people, but it makes them feel. And maybe that’s the start of God’s work in them — even if they resist it.

And then there’s that “two years.” We measure time differently than God does. For us, two years feels wasted. For Him, it’s preparation. Paul’s being refined for Rome, for Caesar, for the biggest platform of his life. But first — patience.


If I had to sum it up, I’d say Acts 24 is the story of how to live faithfully in the in-between. Between calling and fulfillment. Between accusation and vindication. Between “Take courage” and “You’re free.”

And maybe you’re there too — in your own Caesarea, waiting for something to change. Don’t lose heart. The same Jesus who stood by Paul in the night still stands by you.

You may not see the reason yet, but He’s already writing the next chapter.

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