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A Year Held in His Hands| A New Year Sermon

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A Year Held in His Hands| A New Year Sermon Photo by Annie Spratt on Unsplash Every time a new year comes close, something in me start feeling that weird mix of excitement and heaviness. Maybe you know the feeling too—like you’re standing at this invisible doorway. One foot in the old year (the stuff you want to forget but somehow still sticks to you like stubborn glue), and the other foot stepping into something you still can’t see clearly. And sometimes you’re hopeful, sometimes you’re scared, sometimes you’re… well, both at the same time. I was thinking about all that while reading some Scriptures again, and honestly, it hit me harder this year. Maybe because life been kinda loud lately, or maybe because I’m tired of pretending everything always makes sense. But the Bible does this thing, right? It sneaks into the parts of your heart you thought you cleaned up, and suddenly you realize God is trying to talk to you again. Even if it feels like you weren’t exactly listening. S...

2 Corinthians Chapter 12 – Commentary and Reflection (Verse by Verse)

2 Corinthians Chapter 12 – Commentary and Reflection (Verse by Verse)

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This chapter always hits me differently. Paul gets personal, like really personal. He talks about visions, revelations, and yes — his struggles, the ones that leave marks you can’t see on the outside. Reading it, you can feel his heart almost trembling as he writes — like he’s leaning close and whispering, “Look… even I have weakness, even I have pain.”

It’s honest, raw, and strangely comforting.


Verse 1 – “I must go on boasting. Though it is not profitable, I will go on to visions and revelations of the Lord.”

Paul’s opening line feels almost hesitant. He knows boasting isn’t supposed to be nice, but he’s doing it out of necessity. He wants the Corinthians to understand why he speaks and acts the way he does.

It’s funny how honesty sometimes looks like pride. But really, he’s just saying, “You need to know what God has done through me, because it explains everything else.”


Verse 2–4 – “I know a man in Christ… caught up to the third heaven… whether in the body or out of the body I do not know—God knows.”

This is wild — mystical almost. Paul talks about being caught up to heaven and hearing things no one else can repeat. He doesn’t go into detail, probably because words can’t capture it.

It reminds me that God works in ways we might never understand. Not everything is meant to be explained; some things are just meant to be believed and treasured in awe.


Verse 5 – “I will boast about a man like that, but I will not boast about myself, except about my weaknesses.”

Here’s the paradox: Paul wants to talk about himself, but only in a way that highlights God’s power, not his own. He knows the stronger God is in him, the more obvious his own weakness becomes.

It’s comforting, honestly. Because if God can use Paul — beaten, stoned, exiled — He can use us too, right in our fragility.


Verse 6–7 – “So to keep me from becoming conceited, I was given a thorn in my flesh…”

Ah, the infamous thorn. Nobody really knows what it was — maybe sickness, maybe constant opposition, maybe temptation. But Paul says God gave it to keep him humble.

Sometimes I wonder if my own “thorns” are really gifts in disguise. Things that sting, frustrate, hurt — they push me closer to God when I’d rather run away.


Verse 8–10 – “Three times I pleaded with the Lord to take it away from me… But He said, ‘My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.’”

This verse — wow. Paul begged God to remove the thorn, and yet God’s answer wasn’t removal. It was presence.

“My grace is enough.” Not, “Here’s the easy way.” Not, “You won’t feel pain.” But enough to carry it, enough to endure, enough to see my power shine through weakness.

And Paul’s response? He embraces it. He even boasts in his weaknesses, insults, hardships, persecutions because in those cracks, God’s light shows brightest.

It hits me — sometimes I want the thorn gone, but God wants me to lean harder.


Verse 11–13 – “I have been a fool! You forced me to it… I was not a burden.”

Paul is a mix of playful and serious here. He’s frustrated that he has to defend himself, but he also refuses to be ashamed. He reminds them he didn’t take support from them, worked hard with his own hands, and served them purely.

There’s a lesson there. People may misunderstand your motives. They may doubt your heart. But integrity matters more than approval.


Verse 14–18 – “I do not want to seem to intimidate you with my letters… Some say, ‘His letters are weighty and strong, but in person he is unimpressive.’”

People judged him by appearance and presence, not heart. He responds with honesty, not anger: yes, I may not look strong, but my life is fully surrendered to God.

Sometimes our faith doesn’t look impressive to the world — it looks quiet, awkward, even ordinary. But that’s enough for God.


Verse 19–21 – “I am afraid that when I come, I may not find you as I want, and you may not find me as you want…”

Paul’s anxiety here is so real. He loves these people. He wants them faithful. He wants to see lives aligned with Christ.

Even the boldest apostles worry. Even the strongest hearts ache for the souls they love.


Verse 22–23 – “But I will come to you soon, if the Lord wills, and I will know, not the talk of the arrogant, but their power.”

Paul separates words from reality. Some people speak fancy but don’t have substance. Paul says he’ll see who’s truly faithful when he arrives.

Real faith isn’t in how someone talks. It’s in what they live.


Verse 24–27 – “For I am determined to know nothing among you except Jesus Christ and him crucified… I will boast, but not of myself, except in my weaknesses.”

This is the heart of the chapter. Paul’s life, his suffering, even his visions and thorns — all of it points to Jesus.

Weakness is not shame. Struggle is not defeat. When we are weak, God’s power is shown most clearly.


Reflection

Chapter 12 is both intimate and inspiring. Paul’s life shows us that God’s power often comes through what we think of as weakness.

Even chosen, anointed, faithful servants of God struggle, suffer, and get hurt. But His grace is enough. Always.

If you feel broken, small, or burdened — God’s power can shine through exactly there.


Personal Thought

I sometimes look at my own “thorns” — those small, nagging pains or challenges — and wish God would take them away.
But reading this chapter reminds me: maybe they’re there to keep me close. Maybe my weakness is the stage for His strength.

Paul’s honesty comforts me. He didn’t hide his pain. He admitted struggle. And he still rejoiced in God’s grace.


Prayer

Lord Jesus,
help me to embrace my weaknesses and rely on Your grace.
Teach me to see Your power in my struggles.
Give me faith to trust that even when life hurts, Your strength is enough.
And help me to glorify You, not by pretending to be strong, but by being real.
Amen.

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