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A Year Held in His Hands| A New Year Sermon

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A Year Held in His Hands| A New Year Sermon Photo by Annie Spratt on Unsplash Every time a new year comes close, something in me start feeling that weird mix of excitement and heaviness. Maybe you know the feeling too—like you’re standing at this invisible doorway. One foot in the old year (the stuff you want to forget but somehow still sticks to you like stubborn glue), and the other foot stepping into something you still can’t see clearly. And sometimes you’re hopeful, sometimes you’re scared, sometimes you’re… well, both at the same time. I was thinking about all that while reading some Scriptures again, and honestly, it hit me harder this year. Maybe because life been kinda loud lately, or maybe because I’m tired of pretending everything always makes sense. But the Bible does this thing, right? It sneaks into the parts of your heart you thought you cleaned up, and suddenly you realize God is trying to talk to you again. Even if it feels like you weren’t exactly listening. S...

Acts Chapter 5 – A Real and Honest Look at Truth, Fear, and Grace

Acts Chapter 5 – A Real and Honest Look at Truth, Fear, and Grace

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So, Acts chapter 5… wow. What a chapter. Every time I read it, it shakes something inside me — like it starts soft, but then hits hard. There’s drama, honesty, fear, miracles, and even laughter somewhere deep between the lines. It’s one of those chapters that make you stop halfway and just breathe, like, “Wait, did that really happen?”

I imagine the early church, still fresh from Pentecost fire, hearts still glowing, people gathering in homes, singing quietly maybe so the neighbors don’t hear too much. There’s love everywhere, generosity like never before. Folks selling their lands, sharing everything, nobody lacking. It’s beautiful — until it isn’t.


Verses 1–2: The Lie Begins

“But a certain man named Ananias, with Sapphira his wife, sold a possession,
and kept back part of the price, his wife also being aware of it, and brought a certain part and laid it at the apostles’ feet.”

You ever felt that tiny tug in your heart, that whisper that says just keep a little back, nobody will know? Yeah… that’s where it starts. Small. Quiet. Harmless, maybe. Ananias and Sapphira—they didn’t rob anyone, they didn’t hurt anyone, not physically. But inside that decision, something spiritual broke.

They wanted the appearance of sacrifice without the cost of it. Maybe they saw Barnabas in the last chapter, how everyone praised him for his generosity. Maybe they wanted that same praise, that same head nod from Peter or a whisper from the crowd: “Wow, look at them, so devoted.”

I think about how easy that is to slip into. I’ve done it too — wanting to look good in front of believers, acting more “faithful” than I really feel inside. It’s scary how natural hypocrisy can feel.


Verses 3–4: Peter Calls It Out

“But Peter said, ‘Ananias, why has Satan filled your heart to lie to the Holy Spirit and to keep back part of the price of the land for yourself?’”

Peter doesn’t accuse him of lying to men — he says the Holy Spirit. That’s heavy. It’s not about money; it’s about truth.

Imagine the room, people gathered, maybe a little nervous. Ananias standing proud, expecting a smile, maybe applause. Then Peter’s eyes meet his — not angry, but discerning. The kind that knows more than you said. Maybe Peter’s voice trembled a bit; maybe he was sad. “Why did you let Satan fill your heart?”

The words feel sharp, but also brokenhearted. Because this was preventable. Peter even says, “Wasn’t it yours before you sold it? And after it was sold, wasn’t it in your own control?” He’s saying — you didn’t have to fake it. You could’ve been honest.

Sometimes we think God wants our perfection, but really, He wants truth. Just truth.


Verse 5–6: A Sudden Fear

“Then Ananias, hearing these words, fell down and breathed his last. So great fear came upon all those who heard these things.”

I’ll be honest, this verse is terrifying. I remember reading it as a kid, thinking, “Wait… he just died? Instantly?” Like, no warning, no time to apologize?

But there’s something here beyond fear — it’s the holiness of God. The presence in that room was so pure, so real, that deceit couldn’t stand there. It’s like light that burns away darkness instantly.

The young men come, wrap his body, and carry him out. No time for a funeral speech. Just silence. The room must have felt heavy — you could probably hear your heartbeat in your ears.


Verses 7–10: The Wife Comes In

About three hours later — three hours! — Sapphira walks in, unaware of what happened. You’d think someone might have told her outside the door, but maybe no one dared. Peter gives her a chance: “Tell me whether you sold the land for so much?”

And she lies too. Same lie, same heart.

Peter says, “How is it that you have agreed together to test the Spirit of the Lord?” and as soon as those words leave his mouth, she falls too — dead. The young men come back, probably still sweating from the first burial, and now they’ve got another.

It’s awful, tragic, and yet… sobering.

Sometimes, when reading this, I feel a lump in my throat. Not judgment, but sorrow. Because I see bits of myself there. The moments I’ve “agreed together” with someone to pretend, to act okay when I’m not, to appear generous but guarded.

The early church learns here — honesty before God is life or death serious.


Verse 11: Great Fear Fell Upon the Church

“So great fear came upon all the church and upon all who heard these things.”

Of course it did. Who wouldn’t tremble?

But maybe that fear wasn’t all bad. Maybe it was the beginning of reverence — the kind that says, God is real, His Spirit is holy, and truth matters.

In a world full of pretense, the early believers saw firsthand what pretending costs. I think the modern church could use a little of that holy fear again. Not terror — but deep respect.


Verses 12–16: Power Returns

Then the tone shifts. It’s like after the storm, the sky clears. The apostles keep performing miracles. Signs and wonders happen through their hands. People meet at Solomon’s Porch — an open colonnade where early believers gathered. It’s both public and sacred.

And here’s something interesting: no one dared join them, but people esteemed them highly. That’s so human, right? Afraid, but drawn in. Like when you sense something real and powerful, part of you wants to run, but another part can’t look away.

Verse 15 says people brought the sick out into the streets, hoping Peter’s shadow might fall on them. His shadow! That’s faith, or maybe desperation. But either way, it’s beautiful. You can almost picture the scene — dusty roads, quiet prayers, sunlight falling on the sick as the apostles walked by. And they were healed.

Sometimes, God’s presence feels like that — close enough that even a shadow is enough.


Verses 17–18: Trouble Begins Again

“Then the high priest rose up… and they were filled with indignation, and laid their hands on the apostles and put them in the common prison.”

Ah, jealousy again. It’s wild how miracles don’t always bring peace. The religious leaders can’t handle the power they can’t control. The apostles didn’t fit their mold.

So they’re arrested — again. And you know what? They don’t fight. They don’t complain. They just go. There’s something peaceful about that, like they already knew — “Yeah, God’s not done yet.”


Verses 19–21: Angelic Intervention

“But at night an angel of the Lord opened the prison doors and brought them out, and said, ‘Go, stand in the temple and speak to the people all the words of this life.’”

Man, I love that — “all the words of this life.” Not religion, not politics, not debate. Life. The message of Jesus was alive.

The angel doesn’t tell them to hide or flee. Instead, go back to the same place that got you arrested. That’s wild obedience. Early dawn, while the priests are still snoring, these apostles are already preaching again.

When you’ve seen resurrection power, fear just doesn’t grip the same anymore.


Verses 22–26: Confusion Among the Authorities

The next morning, the high priest sends for the prisoners — but they’re gone. The guards are standing at the doors, locks still in place, but the cells empty.

You can imagine the panic. Somebody whispers, “Uh, the men you put in prison are… teaching in the temple.”

It’s almost funny. The very thing meant to silence them becomes a stage for God’s glory.

When the captain and his officers bring them again, it says “without violence” because the people might stone them otherwise. That’s influence. That’s favor that can’t be explained.


Verses 27–32: The Bold Defense

They stand before the council again, and the high priest says:

“Did we not strictly command you not to teach in this name? And look, you have filled Jerusalem with your doctrine!”

You can almost hear the frustration in his voice. Filled Jerusalem. What a phrase. That’s what truth does — it fills.

Peter’s answer is legendary:

“We ought to obey God rather than men.”

Simple, fearless, final.

Then he preaches, right there in court, like he can’t help it. About Jesus being raised up, exalted to God’s right hand, offering repentance and forgiveness. He doesn’t argue his innocence — he testifies of Christ.

And notice something: this is the same Peter who once denied Jesus to a servant girl. Now he’s staring down priests and elders without flinching. That’s the Holy Spirit’s transformation.


Verses 33–39: Gamaliel’s Wisdom

When the council heard this, they were furious and wanted to kill them. Yep, the same reaction truth always gets — rage from the insecure.

But then this Pharisee named Gamaliel stands up. A respected teacher (actually, Paul studied under him later). He says, basically, “Be careful. If this is just a human movement, it’ll fade away. But if it’s of God, you can’t stop it — and you might even be fighting against Him.”

That’s wisdom. Calm, steady wisdom in a room full of hot tempers. God uses unexpected voices sometimes. Even ones that don’t fully believe yet.


Verses 40–42: Suffering and Joy

So, they agree — kind of. They don’t kill them, but they beat them. Flogged them, probably with whips. And then commanded them (again) not to speak in Jesus’ name.

And then… they leave rejoicing.

“Rejoicing that they were counted worthy to suffer shame for His name.”

That verse gives me chills every single time. Like, what kind of joy is that? To bleed and smile at the same time.

And they didn’t stop. Every day, in the temple and from house to house, they kept teaching and preaching Jesus as the Christ.

The gospel doesn’t stop with threats. It spreads faster when it’s pressed.


Reflections: The Heart of Acts 5

Acts 5 is such a rollercoaster. It starts with deceit and death, ends with joy and endurance. But at its core, it’s about truth — truth before God, truth in suffering, truth in courage.

It tells us that God’s holiness is not something to play with. You can’t lie to the Holy Spirit and expect peace. Yet at the same time, it shows that His grace empowers people to stand strong when life hits back.

The early church lived in this constant rhythm of awe and action. Fear and faith walking side by side.

And maybe that’s what modern faith lacks sometimes — we like comfort, not fear. We want miracles, but not accountability. We love joy, but not correction.

Acts 5 pulls no punches. It’s a mirror, really.


Personal Thoughts

Sometimes I picture myself in that early gathering. Maybe sitting by the doorway, clutching my robe, listening to Peter preach. The smell of oil lamps, the warmth of other believers’ breath in that crowded upper room. A mix of excitement and trembling.

If I’m honest, I’d probably be afraid after seeing Ananias fall. Maybe question if I belong here. Maybe whisper a quiet prayer: Lord, make me real. I don’t want to fake it.

There’s something beautiful about that kind of raw honesty.

And then the joy — when the apostles return from being beaten, smiling through the pain, singing hymns… that must have changed everything. That kind of witness doesn’t come from hype. It comes from knowing Jesus is alive.


Lessons That Still Speak

  1. God sees the heart.
    The story of Ananias and Sapphira reminds us that we can’t fake faith. God’s not fooled by polished prayers or churchy smiles.

  2. Honesty matters more than appearance.
    Peter never condemned them for keeping part of the money. He condemned them for pretending.

  3. Fear of the Lord isn’t bad.
    It’s not the kind of fear that makes you hide — it’s the kind that keeps you humble.

  4. Obedience is risky but rewarding.
    The apostles obeyed God even when it landed them in prison. And still, they walked out free — literally.

  5. Joy can exist in pain.
    When suffering is for Christ, somehow it transforms into something holy.


Closing Thoughts

Acts chapter 5 is not a soft chapter. It’s uncomfortable, honest, holy, and full of paradox.

You see God’s judgment and mercy sitting in the same story. You see fear and faith coexisting. You see human weakness and divine strength side by side.

It reminds me that the church wasn’t built on perfection — it was built on grace, truth, and courage. Messy people made holy by a real Spirit.

And that same Spirit… still works today. Maybe not always in visible miracles, but definitely in invisible ones — like the courage to tell the truth, the humility to repent, the faith to keep preaching even when it hurts.

Sometimes, the holiest thing we can do is just to be honest. To stand before God and say, “Here I am, Lord — messy, scared, imperfect… but Yours.”

And maybe that’s what Acts 5 wants from us too. Not fear that paralyzes, but reverence that purifies. Not pretending holiness, but walking in real grace.

Because the church — the true church — still lives when truth lives.

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